I am addicted to OnlyFans and dream of meeting up with the women in real life

DEAR DEIDRE: I’m worried that I’m addicted to porn and that OnlyFans is ruining my life.

I spend hours every day looking at porn, Hotwives accounts on Twitter (X) and OnlyFans.

For me the biggest waste of time is the only source and I’ve signed up to four accounts.

Some of the creatives live locally so I really enjoy chatting with them when I go out.

I would give anything to actually get together with any of them in real life.

I’m 28 years old, single male, and I must have spent thousands on the site although I can’t bear to add up the exact amount.

And I can’t unfollow accounts – as soon as I unfollow one, I subscribe to another.

I’m addicted to the feeling that I absolutely have to see the next picture they post.

I know it sucks to pay to see these girls and I often think I should be able to get a girlfriend of my own.

But I doubt I would ever get a girlfriend that good looking myself.

I also spend hours on twitter looking for hotwife accounts.

It’s ridiculous but I feel compelled to keep going back there and see what they do.

My ultimate fantasy is to have a partner that lets me watch her have sex with other men – the hotwife cuckold kink.

DEIDRE SAYS: The compulsive return to these women suggests that you are addicted.

Online porn aims to make the viewer obsessive and you are brave enough to admit you have a problem.

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